Multiple Personaliy Disorder

I always wondered why everyone loved to smile at me from afar,

I always wonder why I live with my mother yet am old enough to move out,

I have been to many places seemingly but always come back home,

I have been to Hawaii severally but the pictures look like I was in Panama,

I do not recall Panama,

I don’t know why I cannot go to the malls alone,

Yet I always see people my age unaccompanied every time someone takes me there,

I have never been to a mall yet I have pictures of myself shopping,

I certainly do not have a car but I have car keys in my hands,

I do not know who brought me out to the mall and left me alone,

I do not know my way home.

I met a nice seller at the grocery store, 

But the next day she refuse to let me into her store,

I tried to ask around but everybody who was close by ran away,

One security guard was kind enough to tell me what happened,

I had held a knife to a certain man calling him a murderer,

His face is familiar, he looks like my father,

I do not remember the last time I saw him,

But he was the reason I took up the knife,

I understand, my mother moved away from Louisiana,

I used to have a brother, that I really loved,

But she says he was killed.

In my life, nothing as always been constant,

I didn’t graduate,

I do not have a job,

I do not have a wife, 

But a mother who loves me and, 

Gives me my drugs every day before I go to sleep

She says they will make me a better man,,

I believe her.